We’ve allĀ become heartily sick of watching the legislative shenanigans in Washington. Article after article reminds us that the American People are Very Unhappy With Congress. And that’s true. I am unhappy with Congress.
I am unhappy with a lot of people these days. I am unhappy with WellsFargo Mortgage, to whom I have been submitting financial information for nearly a year in the increasingly dim hope that they will actually modify my mortgage.
I am unhappy with my credit card companies, who raised interest rates even though I was more than current and well below my limits and, when that became illegal, began assessing a higher “base rate” on my existing balance, and then added usage as well as non-usage fees, and then late fees for the payment they demanded I miss before I became eligible for even the inadequate “hardship plan” on offer. When I set up a payment plan one company opted to withdraw the payment not from the checking account designated on all the paperwork, but from my savings account,which was not a checking account, to which I had NEVER provided them the numbers, and which was, in any case, pretty spartan. When the payment didn’t go through they assessed “returned payment fees,” and the bank assessed overdraft charges. They reversed them for me when I complained, but still…
I am unhappy with my state, which has raised my property taxes AND my assessed property value, even though I am reliably informed that my property value has tanked along with everyone else’s.
I am unhappy with my insurance company, which has raised my home insurance rates because, hey, my assessed value went up.
And I am unhappy with my mortgage company AGAIN because not only have they refused to respond to my repeated financial re-filings (except by demanding yet MORE financial updates), but they have now raised my supposedly fixed-rate mortgage payment because my insurance has gone up. My insurance went up about two dollars a month and my mortgage payment is going up $25 a month, but never mind.
So I’m unhappy with a lot of people. But I am NOT unhappy with my senators, Jeff Merkley and Ron Wyden. I love them. I would practically have a baby for them. I will definitely vote for them again, unless they go crazy and screw things up between us. But I really don’t see that happening. Here’s why. They called me. To be fair, I wrote one and called the other first, so it wasn’t like I was playing “hard to get,” but the fact remains that I contacted their offices. And I got answers.
The thing about what’s happening right now is that people like me are being hit from all sides. Companies we bailed out have repaid our generosity by screwing us to the wall at every opportunity. It’s like being sent through a car wash without a car. It hurts, and it’s scary, and it hits you all over, and when even the very measures (like mortgage modifications) that are supposed to be for people like me are denied not by rejection, but simply by being allowed to age on someone’s desk there is a deep, corroding, despair that sets in. It set in for me.
I sat with my bills, and I looked at my income, and I realized that I had to have help. Thing is, everybody’s pretty much in the same boat. We’re all struggling. It feels like we’re living in that Yeats poem–the one that talks about the center failing to hold, and ends by wondering what rough beast, its hour come round at last, slouches toward Bethlehem to be born.
I went to a consumer credit counselor. He looked at the same numbers I was looking at and told me my only realistic option was bankruptcy. I came home feeling like the car wash had won.
In desperation, I emailed Senator Merkley, and then I found Senator Wyden’s office telephone number. I picked up the phone and dialed. I figured I had nothing to lose. I really didn’t expect anything beyond a form response about how they were very very busy working very very hard for Oregonians everywhere, and a reminder that they’d appreciate my vote, and possibly a donation.
I was wrong. The woman who answered the telephone at Senator Wyden’s office listened to my story. She sympathized. She got my email address. She emailed me a list of local resources. She also told me that the people in Senator Wyden’s office are hearing stories like mine every day. She included a form for me to sign and return if I thought it might be helpful to have the Senator send a few letters or make a few calls on my behalf. She gave me her name–it was Jerusha–and urged me to call back and let her know how things were going, and if I needed their help.
I hung up feeling immensely better. The next day I got a call from Senator Merkley’s office. The woman was equally sympathetic, and equally prepared to offer help. Because I was already working with Senator Wyden’s office I thanked her, but let her off the hook. She also asked that I call back if I needed anything.
The day after that Jerusha from Senator Wyden’s office called again, checking on how things were going. I updated her (my mortgage broker believes that she’s discovered the Secret Formula which determines acceptance or rejection; I’m still waiting to hear). I have no idea if the Secret Formula is actually the key to mortgage acceptance or the recipe for Colonel Sanders’ crispy chicken. I hope the mortgage goes through. I am still hoping to find a way to avoid bankruptcy. Things are still hard.
But if the modificationt doesn’t go through, if the credit card companies refuse to deal with me in a meaningful way, I have two senators in Washington are waiting to help not because I am unique or special, but because they understand that we here at home need more than just their work in the Legislature and the suggestion that we bootstrap ourselves to success. We need help navigating through the mess in which we all find ourselves. And they’re giving it–a listening ear followed up by real, concrete, tangible, practical help. My senators call me back. And I love them for it.
Hurrah for the senators! And I’m glad you’re back on Main Street….
We’ll see how things go. It gets too weird again, I’m outta here!
Super-Duper site! I am loving it!! Will come back again – taking you feeds also, Thanks.
Dang, girl! You and I are in the same boat, mostly. There seems to be no way out of this mess. Big Companies now control everything from water to food, gasoline to health care, jobs to insurance. We’ve been sold down the tubes, bit by bit, for 30 years and, like the frog in the pot, we are only now realizing we’re dead.
There will be no medicare, no social security for us. We’ve paid in to all that for our working lives but we will see none of it. There will be no quarter of a million dollar recreational vehicles for us. There are no pensions. There will be no vacation homes in Fiji or Spain. There will be nothing but the specter of the poor house, in our time that would be a box under a bridge. I wake up in a cold sweat at 3 a.m., dreaming that…
Most of us would love to have even a minimum wage job but that doesn’t happen, either.
The dream of the Founding Fathers is now gone, sucked up and drained away by various groups with nothing other than their own monetary gains to consider.
Then there are the religious fundies.. hey, we’s a’gonna get raptured so who cares? Jerks.
Bodie? Maybe there is somewhere that we can all start over? Make our way? Be honest and clean?
Anyhow, so glad to hear from you again.
Hey back, bonefish–
I know what you mean. Our safety nets are gone–and that’s scary. I’m finding myself making peace with that things I considered unthinkable just two years ago. I have accepted the fact that I will be working until I am rolled into my coffin–and even then I’ll probably have to send just one more email before they nail the lid down.
This is definitely a time of huge change, much of it driven, as you say, by greed. I also agree that some are more willing to accept the destruction of our lives, our economy, our ecosystem, and our world because the world is “evil” anyhow, and slated to be destroyed when Jesus comes again. This is not to say that all Christians suffer from short-timers’ disease, but such a world view can indeed remove much of the urgency when it comes to meaningful reform.
There’s a lot of dark, scary stuff happening. But there’s something else going on, too. The reduction in my workload has forced me to explore some other alternatives. Two years ago most of my income derived from one major corporation. When things went south, they took a hit, too–and suddenly they weren’t my biggest client anymore. I found myself looking around for other work, reaching out to people in my community, and exploring new venues for using my skills. My workload is far more diverse now than it used to be–and I expect that trend to continue.
There’s also the fact that not having as much client work to do means that I’ve had more time to finish off some of the books I had been working on for years. I now have a respectable portfolio of books up on Amazon–two novels and six picture books. I would never have taken the time to do them without this crash, because I would have been too busy making money.
My life has changed. I’m struggling for money. It gets scary–but change always is. Remember Betsy and Harriet? It still works for me. I am becoming someone very different from the person I was going into this. And I think I like the person I’m becoming.
Yeah, change is always scary. I don’t do well not knowing if I will have an income tomorrow or where I will live. Do struggle for money but, you know? If I am still breathing, there is hope. Maybe not the assured future care there was for my parents but there is still hope. I just need to keep a tight hold on that.
The dark and scary might be overcome, at least in part, by those of us who don’t subscribe to what makes it live and breathe. Gaia will go on, whether homo sapiens sapiens is here or not. If we can birth babies, gather food, sing songs and remember.. mayhap we will survive.
You always give me hope, Bodie. Thank you so very much
PS: you have my email. would you please send me links to your books? And, to boot, any time you would like to know how to make soap, call me.
Bodie, where are you? Miss you…
I miss you guys, too–need to get back to the Mudflats! As for links for my books (I just re-read your last post) check out the Magic Dog Press page on Facebook. There’s a “Shop now” link, which will take you to a page with everything there, and buy links. If you’re looking for Kindle instead I have some books on Kindle. so that’s Amazon. Let me know if you can’t find them–we’ll figure something out! It’s so nice to hear from you…
*whew* Glad to know you are still around! I have to get back to the ‘flats, as well. Will check out the FB page. Damn, girl, but it is good to hear from you, again!
You, too! What’s your facebook page? I’ll go be your friend, if you like.
Have given you a push on my FB page. Hoping my peoples find you…
Yeah, here’s hoping they do. Hey, you should stop by my new blog it’s http://www.magicdogpress.wordpress.com and it’s fun.